i'm a mess, in this picture a glowing mess. I sent coffee cups flying and then i stink like coffee and the kitchen is covered in stinky grinds and morning time bliss has definitely been wiped away by screaming children and my crazy brain. 

 but today wasn't too bad. i got to teach the "who stole the cookie from the cookie jar" chant song to a class full of little guys (age 4 not speaking a lick of english) and then to the older kids who made up the best doo wop dance moves to it. dancing with laughing beasts for 30 min actually made my day. but the best of me is wiped away by nothing, a word a flick a i dunnoooooo and i'm not who i was 5 min ago. i downloaded guided by voices and nearly cried over the flood of amazing times in my head that rushed to my head like new blood. i'm sad that i missed toronto time halloween, we all know halloween is the best holiday when you are gay.  it's like a present for the queers and i love it. and i miss it.